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Thursday, September 06, 2007

Just popping in...

 ... to say that I ALMOST dug my own grave today by leaving the school WITHOUT my English essay notes with me because I can't possibly write an essay that is due in for tomorrow without them tonight (rushing them during breaks would be too risky.)

Coming out of PE, I didn't need to go back to my locker to put anything back, and so I left without opening the locker, see. I thought something was terribly wrong of me to leave without opening my locker. I just KNEW I forgot something, and racked my brain for that something that I might have overlooked, until suddenly, my english notes flashed across my mind and I gasped in cruel realisation.

Gosh, I could have just collapsed in despair if I had forgotten. I would be so stressed out and worried right now that the frustration would need more than the force of my head banging itself continuously against the tables, the walls, and everything else you headdesk to. I'll be tearing all my hair out in the process and perhaps facepalming as well since the forehead will be in so much pain anyway.

Hmmmm~ but yeah, good thing I remembered, I need to get those "terrible feelings of bad omen" more often so I think deeper about what I might have forgotten-- keep digging my memory for all the possibilities.

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And I just KNOW that I will get muscle pains tomorrow or something from PE today. I will get it on my arms, I will get it on my legs. I mean, I could barely WALK from PE on wednesday and all I did was some slacked-off sprinting. 0_o

I got a 180 beats per minute after-exercise heart rate today. Apparently, that means I'm "poor" in terms of the health of my heart. Oops. (I mean, I used to get 130... my body is deteriorating fast. XDD I knew I must age quicker than the average human, having so much white hair and stuff at this age.)

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Otherwise, I'm coping fine. Ever since I stopped myself from thinking too much, I think life's been better. I'm keepng this up. =D This way, I'm "fighting the good fight". ^___^ *bows* All right, I have... fanfiction... to READ, and english essay to WRITE. Hehe. Should go now, also have a mandarin lesson in like 5 minutes or something. 0_0

I'm not satisfied with how my fanfics are turning out right now, and I don't exactly know EXACTLY what is going to happen next, so I still need to think (and I procrastinating THAT thinking, so yeah... call this a hiatus.)

Hmmm~ sorry guys, CNYRA is the last on my list if it comes to writing. It's Kenny & Kayla, then the RyoSaku challenge that I haven't thought about since ice age. =D  Aaah~~ but I kinda wanna submit something nice for voice, too, so... that's loads of commitments. ^_~

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And that folks, is the beauty of having no locker. Having no locker means you don't need to put your stuff at school and forget about it later and rip your hair out and die later at home, it means you have everything at home! You CAN'T forget your stuff at school unless you really lose it, and that's another story.

But deary me, if you get 180, I shall get 500! And you saying you would've gotten 130 before means you've taken this test before? And I think the white hair might be...no offense to your parents or anything, but inherited. I've got traces of white hair somewhere in my thick oily dry scalped hair, and my bro has some too (many more than me). My dad has loads, so I figured it might be inherited (at least for me XD).

But GAH! No! Why is CNYRA on the bottom of the list?! Sigh, I guess it IS your choice on what you write first.

Here's a message from one of your eager fans: Finish your other fanfics and hurry up with the CNYRA! XD
Posted 9/6/2007 6:24 PM by Fuzzy_Wuzzy_the_Bear - reply

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LOL, well, I can't live without a locker. Carrying 100 tons of books to school everyday is just... not my thing. XD

Hahaha. No, it's not inherited, you see, that is the strange thing. Nobody in my line of family has white hair at such a young age. Even my dad, in his late 40's, only has a few strands, and the same goes for my mum although she is younger (but I'm 15, face it.) So it is either some kind of... really hidden genetic thing that hasn't been activated for a lot of generations, and was activated by me because I'm weird, or it's because I'm REALLY stressed ALL the time which I'm NOT. Or, I'm actually adopted. XD

Haha, I want to try, but I never get around to. I just sorta give up the moment I start. XD
Posted 9/6/2007 6:29 PM by keikeiaznqueen - reply

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Haha, I've lived with carrying '100 tons of books' to school everyday for the past 4 years and counting. My brother did it for the full 7 years too, why can't I? XD

And, well, my dad's in the forties and he has, er, well, lots of white hair. He had white hair in the early forties, so for at least me it might be genetic. Since you dyed your hair, there shouldn't be that many, right? And the chance of you being adopted I say are probably really low. You have an official birth certificate that states your mother gave birth to you, right? Right?

And yet again, argh. You're just like me when it comes to creative writing. You want to try, you have all these ideas, but you just can't be damned to do it, or you give up straight away. I guess if net pestered me enough I might continue 'my' icky sucky story, but she doesn't, so there. At least 'I' try to get you to continue XD
Posted 9/6/2007 7:27 PM by Fuzzy_Wuzzy_the_Bear - reply

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Haha, well *I* can't, since I'll suffer from fatal back injury or something the moment I even try to heave the thing on my back. =D

Lol, well, the dyeing didn't work perfectly. My hair is naturally very hard to dye because it's really black (or really white), so the colour didn't go on too well, and the white hair wasn't stained enough since it's mostly underneath a layer or two. And yeah, I have a birth certificate and my dad was there when I was born. =P I'm also strikingly similar to my dad in terms of temper. XDD

Hahaha, well, most of the time, I'm just too lazy. I DO write, and when I start, I jump in, but that's only when I'm motivated. Half the time, I am not. ^__^
Posted 9/6/2007 8:06 PM by keikeiaznqueen - reply

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You won't have a fatal back injury if you start light and work your way up! XD It's just a pain when you have drama first thing in the morning on a Monday and Thursday, climbing 10 flights of stairs >.>

Your hair is fluffy, therefore it is probably harder to dye. Before in the past it's much harder to see white hair. Now since people are living longer and longer more are losing the hair pigments resulting in a slight change in their genes, so they pass that on and the younger generation gets it. Who knows, maybe eventually we'll be growing white hair at birth! XD

I'm not just too lazy when it comes to free creative writing, I'm really just not motivated enough to do it. Usually I can self-motivate myself but for just this one thing I don't think I can.
Posted 9/7/2007 6:39 AM by Fuzzy_Wuzzy_the_Bear - reply

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Hahah, just-- no, my bag is not suitable for that kind of work. =P I feel so worried for it when I put things inside it... I bought it in Japan therefore it's precious and lovely. I must not break it or I'll be heartbroken, hehe.

Haha, well, there ARE people with white hair totally, right? I've seen them around and stuff. But gah, it sucks to be one of the white-hair gene guinea pigs. T___T

Lol, well, just write when you can, otherwise, it's no fun, and then it loses the point. ^__^
Posted 9/7/2007 3:43 PM by keikeiaznqueen - reply

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Hoho, I've broken my good share of bags, and so has my brother. Since I'm materialistic, I try to use my bag until it's unusable, so I'm still using my tattered bag XD I can understand not stuffing a bag to it's brink if it has some emotional attachment though.

And aren't we guinea pigs for the Japanese course? We're always some sort of guinea pig somewhere, and we just happen to be born in the era of...er....white hair-ness era?

Hmmmmm, having fun writing? For me, I always rip my hair out when I can't come up with the right word. I probably just describe too much like Mr Ortega says to me, 'You over-elaborate too much'. XD
Posted 9/7/2007 4:33 PM by Fuzzy_Wuzzy_the_Bear - reply

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Lol, yeah, I have emotional attachment to loads of my property though. =P

Well, it's good to have a goal of what you're writing in mind, because that would make you write towards the goal, and make you do less on the details (and sometimes just not bother like me. Trust me, people can't tell the difference, whether or not you have one paragraph describing how the sun's rays reflects on one's blonde hair or whatever.)
Posted 9/7/2007 4:36 PM by keikeiaznqueen - reply

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Gah, I DO have a goal when I write creative stories 'for fun' but it's hard not to describe things >.> It's just something in my head saying 'you need more description in this! It doesn't give the reader the image!' and stuff like that. Mr. Ortega says it's a bad habit, and it probably is >.>
Posted 9/7/2007 7:34 PM by Fuzzy_Wuzzy_the_Bear - reply

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Yes it is... I personally don't like reading long descriptions because they bore me. You can tell when a description is there just for the sake of it. ^__^
Posted 9/7/2007 9:27 PM by keikeiaznqueen - reply

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Sigh, but after reading War and Peace everything changed for me, well at least my writing style did. Leo Tolstoy does such a damn good job at describing things and using giant hyperbolic metaphors etc. I can't mimic it, but I can try! XD
Posted 9/8/2007 6:39 AM by Fuzzy_Wuzzy_the_Bear - reply

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Lol, yeah, nothing can stop you, ofc~ write the way it makes you happy! =D
Posted 9/8/2007 3:16 PM by keikeiaznqueen - reply


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