| | ... to say that I ALMOST dug my own grave today by leaving the school WITHOUT my English essay notes with me because I can't possibly write an essay that is due in for tomorrow without them tonight (rushing them during breaks would be too risky.)
Coming out of PE, I didn't need to go back to my locker to put anything back, and so I left without opening the locker, see. I thought something was terribly wrong of me to leave without opening my locker. I just KNEW I forgot something, and racked my brain for that something that I might have overlooked, until suddenly, my english notes flashed across my mind and I gasped in cruel realisation.
Gosh, I could have just collapsed in despair if I had forgotten. I would be so stressed out and worried right now that the frustration would need more than the force of my head banging itself continuously against the tables, the walls, and everything else you headdesk to. I'll be tearing all my hair out in the process and perhaps facepalming as well since the forehead will be in so much pain anyway.
Hmmmm~ but yeah, good thing I remembered, I need to get those "terrible feelings of bad omen" more often so I think deeper about what I might have forgotten-- keep digging my memory for all the possibilities.
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And I just KNOW that I will get muscle pains tomorrow or something from PE today. I will get it on my arms, I will get it on my legs. I mean, I could barely WALK from PE on wednesday and all I did was some slacked-off sprinting. 0_o
I got a 180 beats per minute after-exercise heart rate today. Apparently, that means I'm "poor" in terms of the health of my heart. Oops. (I mean, I used to get 130... my body is deteriorating fast. XDD I knew I must age quicker than the average human, having so much white hair and stuff at this age.)
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Otherwise, I'm coping fine. Ever since I stopped myself from thinking too much, I think life's been better. I'm keepng this up. =D This way, I'm "fighting the good fight". ^___^ *bows* All right, I have... fanfiction... to READ, and english essay to WRITE. Hehe. Should go now, also have a mandarin lesson in like 5 minutes or something. 0_0
I'm not satisfied with how my fanfics are turning out right now, and I don't exactly know EXACTLY what is going to happen next, so I still need to think (and I procrastinating THAT thinking, so yeah... call this a hiatus.)
Hmmm~ sorry guys, CNYRA is the last on my list if it comes to writing. It's Kenny & Kayla, then the RyoSaku challenge that I haven't thought about since ice age. =D Aaah~~ but I kinda wanna submit something nice for voice, too, so... that's loads of commitments. ^_~
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